Friday, December 31, 2010

bye bye 2010!! hello 2011!!

well, last night i dont have a nice sleep.. haiz.. i guess i was too active.. online til 1.00am.. no more next time!! i cant stand it.. huhu.. tonight pray that i have a sweet dream.. Praying=) so bye bye 2010!! bye bye to whole my tears and sadness in 2010.. it was a tough a year for me.. especially the first semester of my third year.. there were lots of changes occurred there.. my course mates and i decided to move out from our hostel and rent a flat outside the campus.. honestly, staying with course mates really stressful, they always study study n study... and i fail to manage my stress and emotion.. in the end.... i was so unhappy and our friendship was greatly effected..haiz.. sorry friends....... if i have done anything wrong, im really sorry.. i know i get envy whole the time and feel unfair...i was very emotional whenever unpleasant things occurred.. sorry...T.T.. but dont know why... i feel reluctant to go back.. honestly... because i dont want to face the situation... i will feel sad when i tink about it..i want to ignore all of them.. omg.. im so bad..T.T because i scared tat i had been neglected by them..

cheer up!! audrey!! you still have Jesus.. He will always stay beside you and never afraid of anything~~ be gateful and thankful whole the time.. Let God lead the way.. next year i will start my fyp, God, please help me!! 我就把一切就交托在你圣手当中。。

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